wait what?
dear asshole/love,
the weird thing is that i stayed with you through all the times that your were a complete asshole to me and treated me like i was nothing. you made me feel unimportant to the world and you were the only one that truly cared the most sickening part is… i believed you. i fell In love with you i know i am young and couldnt tel you the exact definition of love but i know that i felt it. the fact that all day everyday you were on my mind and i apologize to my friends because most of my conversations revolved around you. but then everything changed the closer i got to my friends the stronger i grew realizing that i shouldnt be treated like this especially by you. I took a dive and stood up for my self and cut things off. At first i had felt free and strong and brave but now i have this numb spot in my heart where you used to fill. theres no real way to describe it : hurt, loneliness, an empty feeling. the more days that pass by me, the more i realize i need you i dont know why and I dont know how to ever say im sorry enough times for giving up. “Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself.”-clint eastwood
love,
me
It’s a little bit funny…
This feeling inside.
I’m not one of those who can easily hide.
And you can tell everybody,
This is your song.
Elton John
(Source: amandaquegolaz0)
